Titip doa untuk dia, Allah

Tuhanku Yang Maha Kuasa
Ku titipkan doa untuk jodoh dunia akhiratku pada-Mu

Sayang, apa kabar kamu hari ini?
Saya baik alhamdulillah,
Saya akan sekolah,
Melanjutkan studi s2 tahun ini insyaAllah,
Masih belum tau dimana,
Mungkin di Indonesia, mungkin juga di negeri orang
Doakan saya ya
Sembari saya memperbaiki diri
Semoga Allah selalu memberkahi langkahmu
Melindungi dan memberikan kesehatan,
Rejeki berlimpah barokah,
Senantiasa dalam nikmat iman dan takwa,
Menguatkan kamu,
Saya menunggumu,
Semoga Allah menguatkanmu
Untuk datang padaku
Selamat berjuang sayang :)

Allah Memiliki Matematika Nya Sendiri :)

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Allah Has His Own Mathematics :)

(Papa, November 4th 2014)

Yang Tak Tergantikan- Irreplaceable

Sometimes we just too busy with our dreams,

'chasing' what we want,

question why people can own them.

that we think we deserve them as well

Always feel lack of many things

 Blind

 'till finally we realize that we're wrong

we have many things,

that we need the most

that cannot be valued by money,

that people don't have it

My precious,

Family

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Kadang kita terlalu sibuk dengan mimpi-mimpi kita, 

'mengejar' apa yang kita (rasa) inginkan,

mempertanyakan mengapa orang lain bisa memiliki nya,

sedangkan kita tidak bisa

merasa banyak hal yang tidak bisa dimiliki

dan selau merasa 'kurang'

Tidak bersyukur

Buta

hingga akhirnya kita sadar bahwa kita salah

bahwa sebenarnya kita memiliki banyak hal,

yang sangat kita butuhkan,

yang tidak bisa dinilai dengan materi,

yang belum tentu dimiliki orang lain

 My Precious,

Family

*P.S minus mbak ika :(

Green Leaf, Malang. November 3rd 2014

Quote #1

Karena hidup bukan tentang apa yang kita alami,

tetapi apa yang tentang kita maknai.

Tidy Up Week

Hello Friday!
Assalamualaikum

The end of the week is coming. Days passed so fast lately. Every time I woke up in the morning it kept in my mind like "A new morning again already? Oh, days went so fast, didn't it". Time flies.

Look what I had been doing for this week. My week was fulfilled with many activities of cleaning and tidying up some messy stuffs in my home, like shoe cabinet, clothes closets, and refrigerator. I selected some clothes I will give to my relatives, the clothes that I don't want to use again and still in a good condition Cleaning shoe cabinet spent many of my time. It took almost 3 days only to finish re-arranging  shoe cabinet. So long time, huh? Because the cabinet save plenty of shoes, from sport shoes, casual flat shoes, high heels, sandals, and many more and all of them were not well organized. There are more than 60 shoes in the cabinet (not all of them are mine of course). Every time we needed the shoes, like for party, we had to open the shoe box one by one to find what shoes we need, because we cannot see the shoes from outside the box. It took many time because too many boxes to open.  yet frequently we need the shoes like in hurry. It made some shoes are rarely used, and other are very often.  Thus some of the shoes get broken. Oh so mubadzir, right?

Then, I've been thinking how to organize saving shoe boxes that make the shoes we wanted to wear is easily to find. The shoes can be seen from outside the box. Transparant box is nice idea, but the fact is that the transparant box will spent a lot of money for those many shoes.  Well, finally I know how to solve it. I took the picture of shoes one by one, then put the picture at the box, so the shoes we wanted is easily to find because they can be seen  outside, and it spent less money. Look at my cabinet now! :)

before

after

And that is what I do to my mom refri. We get the transparant box because we got nice price. Look how messy it was before, and after I re-arrange. Yeaay! :)
But you know what, when I open the refri, I found many foods that expand expired date. Oh I am so sad, that most of them are ingredients that I bought, like barbeque sauce, bolognaise sauces, thyme leafes, mustard, chocolate ganache,choclate from my friend in Germany (as the present of my 22nd brthday, I am so happy that dont want it finished soon, until it expired :( ). This is not good, next time when I wanna buy food  I should not make it throw useless.

refri door

Ketika Harapan itu Mulai Muncul

Redup. Kemana semangat yang selama ini membumbung tinggi? Ketika harapan dan kesempatan itu mulai muncul, justru semangat yang mulai meredup. Apa yang di cita-citakan (hingga menulisnya di kertas dan menempel di dinding kamar tidur supaya bisa dibaca setiap sebelum dan saat bangun tidur) tiba-tiba hilang. Waktu terus berjalan, deadline akan semakin dekat, satu bulan sudah berlalu, sisa 10 bulan lagi. Masih banyak yang perlu disiapkan, mental, fisik, kepercayaan, keihklasan, tujuan, dan yang paling penting dari semua itu adalah niat. Niat yang lurus dan baik, tanpa campuran dari perasaan sombong dan berbangga hati, niat untuk mencari ilmu karena sesungguhnya mencari ilmu adalah ajaran agama. Karena hal itu lah yang nantinya akan menjadikannya berkah atau tidak, manfaat atau tidak, bernilai ibadah tidaknya. Sulit memang, tapi bukan berarti tidak bisa. Berusaha maksimal, sambil berdoa, supaya tidak menyesal nantinya, karena kesempatan belum tentu datang untuk yang kedua kalinya. Oh Allah, sungguh saya sangat lemah bahkan untuk mengendalikan hati saya sendiri. La haula walaa kuwwata Illa Billah. Tidak ada daya dan upaya kecuali atas izin dari engkau.Bismillah :)

My Prayer #2

Allah ya Rabb,

Sempatkan  saya membahagiakan kedua orang tua

Mampukan saya membanggakan keduanya karena Mu Ya Allah.

I wanna see their happiest smile, as it is my Succes!

Amin