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aaaaand, this is always happen. so lazy to post writing, in fact I have thousand words to say in my mind. been almost 3 months since the last time I post. many many many things happen that I really want to write it down especially about my experience in my last semester (8th semester). My days in Soepraoen Hospital (Clinical PreDI), Tajinan Village with new team. I was just done my final assignment presentation on last months, 26th June.  And now its about approaching my graduate gate. less than 1 months. Oh My Good! can't believe it honestly. 26th July will be the day of yudisium. aaaaak! waiit, If I count it down, its about less than 20 days left. fiuuuh~ can I make the time run slower so that I can enjoy the rest of my time as college  student? hehehe. But, no, I may not think like that. I should start thinking about what I am going to face after the yudisium. any suggestion guys? ;;)

Ayat Selection (2)

Oh you who believe! Avoid much suspicion; indeed some suspicions are sins. and spy not, neither backbite one another. Would one of you like to eat the flesh of his dead brother? you would hate it (so hate backbiting), and fear Allah. verily, Allah is the One Who forgives and accepts repetance, Most Merciful. (QS Al Hujurat: 12)

My Prayer This Night #1

Ya Allah, Tuhanku..
Yang Maha pengasih penyayang..
Yang Maha mendengar doa-doa hambanya..
Yang Maha mengabulkan..
Ya Allah..
Hiasilah hatiku dengan keiklasan..
Lapangkan lah hati ku selapang-lapangnya..
Tuluskan lah hatiku setulus-tulusnya..
Wahai yang membolak balikkan hati..
Bunuh, bakar habis dengki,
Bunuh, bakar habis sombong,
Bunuh,bakar habis dendam yang besarang di hati ini..
Karena sesungguhnya, hati ini milik-Mu.. amin..

The Story from Jakarta

Have a trip about a week in Jakarta some days ago. Some people said that pictures can speak thousand words. So I let this picture tell its story :p

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wow, It has been almost 2 months not post anything here. Well, honestly It had happened frequently lately. whereas since the first time I created this blog, I wanted to write as many as possible, because I am not good in writing, so by practicing it more frequently will make it better. Some of ideas of writing comes to my mind many times actually, about daily life, about self thinking, about nutrition, about daddy's talk, about nice yet inspiring quotation from anywhere such as from books, films, song or whatever is that. wuaah, soo many, but unfortunately most of them are only stop in my mind. what a very uncomfortable feeling. I plan to make a special place in this blog where I can write about nutrition but in Indonesian language, because so many writing about it in English but I was rarely found out in Indonesian. Oya, I have just finished reading book titled "Daun yang Jatuh Tak Pernah Membenci Angin" (The Falling Leaves Winds) by Tere Liye, and I plan to read her other writings.

The Precious An Hour!

Lately, F sent me a short story, that I think it will good to let more people know about it. :))

One day, a little girl came to his father and asked, "Daddy, can we life without any sins throughout our life?" Then, the father stares at his daughter, and said "It's impossible, dear"
Then, the little girl asked again, "Can we life without any sins in a year?"
The father shook his head, while smiling to his lovely daughter.
"Oh Daddy, how about a month?Can we life without any mistakes?
The father laughed at his daughter, "It's probably couldn't happen either"
"Ok dad, this is the last, can we life without any sins in only one hour?"
finally, the father nodded his head, "It's most likely to happen, sweety"
this little girl gave her relieved smile, "Well, if so, i will life rightly from hour to hour, Daddy. It sounds easier to keep it and undergo"
Let see, how we undergo this life from time to time. Trying to life rightly from time to time from smallest and simplest practice. This will make us used to. And things that  we do regularly become nature, and nature become character.
Try to live an hour without blaming to others, vanity, lie, etc. Then do it again to the next one hour. Try to live an hour with love to others, patience, and sincerity. Then do it again to the next one hour.
One hour is simple indeed, but It probably would means so much to our life journey. 

with love! emy.. :D

Welcoming 2013 !!

Assalamu'alaikum..
Happy new year 2013 everybody!yeaaaaay!

Well, a new year had come. Many people talks about their resolutions in 2013. Me? Honestly I am a bit doubt to talk about it. There is kinda afraid feeling if my resolution to excessive and I couldn't reach it. Target is important in life of someone. Without target life is not 'lived'. Everybody should have their own target, wish, then life has its purpose. So, I would rather call it my prayer in 2013. And my prayer in 2013 is become a better me. Having a qualified personality is not something that can easily had by anybody. Even a whole life seems never enough for us to have perfect personality. No one can be a perfect person, we only can be better one (to those who want to) and it is is not an easy thing. Use heart before doing something, whether it is good or not. Do appreciate every single progress, even it's just a small progress. Do appreciate the process not only the result. Listen more and listen less, I mean listen to anything that can make us better and do not listen to what anybody says that can take our attention and inhibit our step to reach our dream. Learn to wake up in a moment where we are in a low point of life.
More emotional stability, less complain, not too happy or too sad.
'Enjoy every moment of life and not ever only let it happen' (by F).
O Allah, help me to be a better me. La haula wala quwwata illa billah. Insha Allah. Amin
and by the way, Happy One year to this blog! Alhamdulillah.

Wassalamu'alaikum.
special thanks to F for being beside me these days. hehe. Bye! :)