Random Thought #2

Assalamualaikum ..

wohoooo! I'd been so long not to post anything here. Super busy. But happy finally can gather my motivation to touchdown this blog. Missed it already actually. Writing is kinda of mind, thinking, feeling expression that sometimes we can not express it orally on our daily life. and to me, writing is not such an easy thing. But writing helps me to think systematically and review what happen. 

December is just begun and this indicates that this year will end soon, that my study phase in the college will finish soon, that I will be rarely to go to campus because mostly the next semester study was on the field, that ready or not I will face my next life phase/cycle (graduate, apply for a job, work, marry, far from family, new friends, leaving friends, and so on), that now I have someone special. Many many things happen during these months that I really wanna write it down here. But I cannot tell it now.  Hope will have some chances to write it soon.

By the way, this late afternoon, felt like just got a 'slap'. this is not a physically slap, but it was more about slap to myself, kinda self introspection. I saw some of my friends that they were my classmates before in senior or junior high school. But now, in this seventh semester, some of them are already grown up as 'someone'. I mean they grow as a mature man, leader of organization, extraordinary and warm personality, and so on. I felt like I just left behind about readiness to see the future. too long be in the comfort zone and too busy of doing, thinkin' about something that is not important actually. and this not help me to be maturer. now is time to wake up from long sleeping, and more serious to see the future, InshaAllah... :)

see ya soon :*